I know people always strive to not be like their parents and yet somehow some way, they cannot avoid what is destined to be. I see the way my mom acts right now and how her mom acts, and honestly, I am scared. I don't want to take things out on him and I do not want to have such low patience or such a quick temper or those mood swings. Do you think I can divert myself away from that? Maybe I can train myself to be more tolerant or perhaps just look at things through a different pair of eyes and not judge things so negatively. If I always look towards the optimistic stand point, then I wouldn't be so angry or negative. But yes, I do fear what I can become..